Kaeli Marie. Sick kid, Musician, dancer, actress, and aspiring contortionist.
i love megan
hashtag no lie
Just like my Facebook I will be taking a break from tumblr. The temptation to do things I might regret risk losing my pride and respect for myself is too much. So I will be gone for a little bit. Maybe when I’m in London I will be back on. I just need some time to myself. I will still be active on twitter, Instagram, and snapchat if you follow me
and I cant make myself be vulnerable enough to say it to you. So, I post it on here because I know you’ll probably never see it. I really miss the person who once became one of my best friends… There were things I really wanted to tell you this week, that I knew only you would understand, but I know you dont want to hear from me anymore so I told no one. Sometimes I can go days without thinking about you, but once I remember I lost a friend I’m all soppy again. I wish I could just sorta forget and move on and not let this hold me down, as I know you’ve done, but unfortunately unlike you I let you imprint on my life and it’s much harder for me to go on. But I thank you, because through my mistakes with you I realized I am not a very good listener and I am working on making that better. I am becoming a more understanding person because of you, but I still dont understand what happened to our friendship. I miss you, but I dont want to be checking my inbox every two seconds hoping to hear that you miss me too. Because, honestly, I know you and I know you dont think of me anymore. When you say goodbye, you leave everything in the past and forget about it. I know I fucked up not taking up the opportunity to be friends when I had the chance, but I never thought we’d get to this point. Anyways, the point is I miss you and I am sorry.
I’m so distracted right now… New season august 13th! I hope I can watch this in the UK if not imma make momma live stream it.
I’m bringing along a series of red dresses to London with me. This is my favorite as of late. Will def be wearing my leather jacket with this one.
Imma miss her.